“a child never experience themselves in fact–they only ever build on charatcers already existing –so what is first, the memory or the character as the one creates the other and so on…”
I can’t remember when I first began to scan my world, seeking that which would most benefit me most; but using common sense (and with the help of others) I see that this ‘scanning for benefits‘ is born of fear – fear of not having love in my life – the love of my parents; a love that would assure me that all is right in the world. But I knew then, as I know now, that all is not right with the world. And so my Fear of not having Love created within me characters all tasked to keep up the pretense that all is right in the world and that if we only had and showed a little more Love everything would be just fine….
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use my eyes to scan my environment for what can best serve me, upgrade my experiences, get me more money, more attention, more peace, and keep from my fear of living without love a remote possibility.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see and realize that my eyes are not separate from my physical body/who I am and they are not here to serve my fears but are here in actual equality with the rest of my body and this world and it is my mind which has separated me from my eyes, where I have reduced them to mere provider of sources of alternative energy all done because I fear losing love in this world.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see and realize how the Mind Consciouness System uses the pictures I take with my eyes as memories that are either immediately used, or stored within my body for later use as energy and within this I forgive myself for being unaware of the automated nature of what I have existed as throughout my life and how these memories form and become minute crystals of interdimensional-physical information, accumulating in the body and causing the deterioration of the body.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see and realize how my entire body is then suffused with crystal formations of memories that live in the actual tissue and muscles of my body.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see and realize how I have lived my life as a machine, tasked with taking pictures that I use to assess Life and judge Life according to the characters I create and the storyline I create within the belief that I am the author of the play— but the motivation for all these permutations is always the same: to acquire and distribute energy and remain in service to energy, the play, the characters and to the drama of the mind.
I commit myself to live in this physical reality with my physical body as best I can within the realization that I have only ever existed within my Mind; that I have only ever used my eyes to take pictures in order to create characters that have only ever existed within self-interest and in complete disregard for creating conditions here on earth that would support all life equally.
I commit myself to show how I have never really seen the extent of the abuse I have created within choosing to exist within self-interest; nor have I seen how the characters I have created were designed to be blind to the suffering and the real horror that exists on this earth and the reason I know this is because if I had seen and realized I would have done something about it and not waited until now to stand with others to do something about it.
I commit myself to Direct myself within my physical body and this Physical Reality. to align myself with my body and to begin to really see through my eyes to what it is I have created and allowed within this Physical Reality so that I can fully stand and join with others to address the mess here on earth.
I commit myself to support myself and others to create the conditions on earth where humans do not fear themselves or each other.
I commit myself to support myself and others to create a world where Fear no longer dictates our experience of Life on Earth.
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